today is quite a nice day..

humm... went to school as usual.. did not meet my friend cos they take bus to school..
did not see yuye in the morning outside the school.. maybe she went in already ?? haha.. went to class for TNA.. have chinese.. well its quite simple ??? i think i can pass.. today after school went to slack with my brothers and some of my friends..

about 6 went to 422 to play soccer.. its has been long time since i played soccer and have lost the skills fof golie ?? hahahha.. hope can get back the skills bah.. but i still perfect play up and running here and there and make ppl injured.. so DEVIL.. wkakaka... tml got soccer match vs 3h and i hope we can win them.. hope our team can do our best and beat those beasts.. =D

send yuye to the mrt and she follow me to 416 to buy things.. hahaha... on the train to bedok.. one stupid ITE guy stare at me.. then i stare back.. ask me why i stare lj then i say he stare me.. then who scold cb and walk away.. so bo ji.. i replied u got i noe, i don have i noe in cantonise... siao one lols... think just come out from metta bahs..

playing soccer.. 1 guys come find me taiji.. now finding nigel for taiji.. he had wepon with him and he hide in his cloths.. i noe he got wepon.. but i act don noe.. i'm already prepare when i noe he got wepon.. haix.. btw i hope tat i can get her bahs..

i going to play audi liao.. take care guys.. and pls tag after reading.. thanks..
take care, friends, brothers, classmates, schoolmates and my love one.. AND OF COURSE YUYE.. =D

i'm back guys.. =D

MY BABY COUSIN. SO CUTE. =D

haha...

I joined -RDM- for the sake of shuting.. well, it all worth.. i guess...
went escape on x.mas... went to slack at inter mac but shuting called if we wanna meet.. so i and azli decided to go over.. was finding them till snow came down.. l0lz..
they were so darm shy to meet me.. so lame right ??
bo bian gals are like them.. saw her.. walked away and keep calling her but she heck care, then we into haunted house.. was the 1st time gg in because it has been years tat i never go escape.. for we lined up and shuting and xin min ask i and azli to go infront.. well, as a gentleman we went 1st.. then they follow.. they were scare.. so when we were walking half i suddenly scream to scare them.. the plan was to scare them which i decided to disturb them when they were riding inVenter...

looking at ppl playing it was fun, but azli asked me to play, i was scared and did not wanted.. l0lz.. i no balls to play.. hahaz... btw i did sit some ride with azli.. lucky inventer closed at 6pm and we went there at 6.15pm.. thanks god for helping me.. well, maybe it all fated tat i should not take tat ride.. wenting escape there was not to play in my mind and heart.. went there to look at her and company her.. she stay at woodlands so we seldom meet.. haix.. so hope we can meet everyday lor.. but it was like so far la..
hahah... btw gg watch tv now..

school gg reopen in next week and i hope all my friends pls stop playing and getting into trouble and let study for next year... take care..
merry x'mas and happy new year to all ppl.. take care,

SHUTING ILOVEYOU..

why must this happen to me??

Once you got the thing u wan to have with you and by your side, don't ever let it go because once u let go, it will never come back to you.. Do not put too much hope on the gal u love or the thing, because u might get dispointed..


i wrote this myself yesterday..

Just a turn going 1month have pass, just one time u went away and everything in my life is gone.. U have gone and so does my dreams and wish.. Just wan you to be my gal that all i asked.. Just one time u went away, u left me alone in the cold windy night sitting on the chairs feeling so lonely.. All i just want is u to be my side and company me.. share me tears, love me, love me that i have never had.. ILOVEYOU 4ever.i prove to u this promise i made..

i miss my cute, pretty, sexy, loving dear dear.. =D

i stuck at home... phone kena confiscate really make me darm fck up.. i really cannot live without my phone.. house key kena confiscate and 1month cannot go out.. if the 1 month is when my lovly dear go holland then it okie.. but after i can go out, she going holland.. haix.. been weeks not seeing her.. really miss her alot.. =D wonder when then can see her again..

i really afraid tat she have spark with the holland guy again and i would not know what to do if its really happen.. my dear told me that she maybe will not have spark back, but i trust and believe her.. =D just hope we can be 4ever together, whereever we go and we can married.. i really hope this will come true..

i darm hate my life...

haix.... this days happen alot of things... y must my mum control every thing i do ?? i cannot work, dye hair, cannot go out... this also cannot that also cannot... since sec 1 till now what happen in school and outside she don even know a single thing.. i kena bully she also don know.. whatever i do, she don have support for me and think that whatever i do is bad.. starting my sec 2 life i have not lie to her that much when i was young... why can't she believe me ?? i trying to start new life but she also don let me... working at the age or 14 after birthday can work part-time... my sister don even know and say i underage cannot work... working can learnt to earn money, learnt skills, get the exprience of how hard working is and yet u don allow me to work... u don even think about my feelings.. all you care is where sis say and what u like... i don know what to do already.. all i can do is to get out of here and never come back.. its just same as having no mum.... u don understand me at all......

i have this bad feelings..

this few days, not so many things have happen.. well, this morning went crossfire.. fuck sia, got patch cannot play. darm boring lolz.. went to school to find mabelle. then amanda told me tat she having cousenling.. so, i was worried and ask amanda what happen.. then went to find her after going to the toilet..

then, i was really darm worried that she will get into trouble, then went to ask what happen.. then mabelle told me tat some guys saw and sabo us.. i get darm angry.. well, if i have to do thing to protect u or make sure that u will not get into trouble, i will do.. i rather get into trouble myself then letting u get hurt of suffer.. i have promise u that i will give u a happy life with me.. i will not break my promise..

well, u ask me if i got smoke anot.. i have not smoke since the last time i kena caught and u oso have ask me to stop smoking.. well, i noe tat u don believe me.. if u don believe, then u just take it as i got smoke ba. u don wan to tell me who the person are, then well. i telling u. if i found out the person myself, he better watch out. i wretch him lyk hell man..!!!

sry for all the troubles i have give u.. i feel that i not a good boyfriend for u.. i don noe y. but i nid to tell u the fact.. kangwei is a better boyfriend then me alot.. well, just lyk u say last time.. u're my best girlfriend i have ever had.. if i not ur best boyfriend u ever had, it okie.. i don blame u or wa.! i'm now trying my best to do all that i can do for u, and treat u the best, and many more.. i really don noe what else i can do..

have a fun day..

yuexin and huojun

nigel and yuan shen

me and mabelle

smsing each other. i'm here.

toking until so happy ar ??

saw the black colour cake?? eeee....

wa.. drink until so angry and fiece.

mabelle, wenjia and yuexin (my edit)

took at tanah

smiles

wake up in the morning.. went to school for the stupid ceremonry of the school cabin. lolz...
lend sis camera then took photo when walking. then met mabelle at tanah.. =D yesterday was our 4month. wan to company her for long hours but she have to go home.. lol.. no choice. then when walking at tanah, took photo at mabelle and wenjia. haha. darm funny sia. =D

then took one photo with mabelle. everytime took photo with her she say not nice. wth...!!!
not nice, nrm. i have alots of time with her.. =D this are the photo.. enjoy.! =D

well, alot of bad thing happen to me this few days.

darm fuck up with marlissa and my mum.. wtf.. bought the bed with up and down with a staircase.. i put all my thing at the steps.. mum bei sion. go throw all my thing down. fucker sia... i got no drawer or what where the hell i wan to put sia.. thing i nid use everyday. darm fuck up with her.. once i reach 18, i not gg to live with her anymore.. na bei. act as a vry gd mum in front of my sis and my friend.. but u r not.. ur attitude sucks cans..

throw all my thing.. wtf, i don wanna be stupid lyk u okie?? have no repect for ppl and u wan ppl to repect u.. SO what, if u r my mum.. tat time, not because of mabelle i will not go back. i can find my own money and thing..! i don nid u.. steal ppl husband? FUCK YOU..! say wanna lock the com, then fine. lock la, the most i go out until late.

just because of marlissa and u wanna break the good memoris we have when we are sis and bro.. do u noe i really love you. i treat you as my real mei mei.. but this is wat u repay me. i don wan anything frm u.. i just wan u to be my mei, and treat me good.. well, i noe u have ur own reason for doing tat.. but if u really love the relationship we have. then don give the darm to other ppl. totally no mood to post..

contiune other day..
=(

haha.. see this pic.

the fire is nice.
mabelle, me, mum, madeline and mabelle's cousin

at my bbq
toking?

me and my sis when gg bbq
lol.. so sian
i think lyk this more nice.. BIG EYES!
haha..
lame sia my sis..

i had a very happy day today...

got into trouble with one of the office teacher for being rude and question her.. then after school went to see her and sign the form then went to see abraham.. haix.. told her not to meet outside the bookshop because i don noe wat time i will be relased.. then finished seeing her, called mabelle. took bus 14 to bedok corner there to find my dear.. went to eat carrot cake..

after tat, we went to take bus 14 to school, but mabelle wanna spent more time with me so i asked them to take till inter. went to MRT to top-up ez-link.. then we took bus 14 back to school. while at the bus i make her angry then i make her happy again. so happy tat i finally tounge with her.. hee.. sry tat i force u..

well, i don love ur tounge but ur heart and everything of urs. haix.. today no time to write.. i got time i write more.. hee.. dear iloveyou.. tml have bbq and is my sis's birthday. i wish her happy birthday and wish tat her wish can come true... no matter wat she is still my sister.. asked mabelle and friend to come to company me..

so happy tat her mum allowed her to go.. well, contiune when i on9 ba.... see ya guys... take care...

DEAR, DAR LOVE YOU...

y must it be a bad day yesterday??

well... went to find dear dear after school... was walking with azli and i saw dear dear and friends.. so i ask azli to go 1st.. ahaha.. azli is a nice and vry gd friend to be with.. well, ppl attutide sometime will be bad tat is wat human are.... we went to canteen and saw julian.. march ask me if i give julian rokok ?? i say NO.. cos i have not smoke since the last time my mum ask me to stop and my dear dear mabelle and oso my dearest shiela mei mei.. i love this both poeple alot tat y i listen to them..

well i understand vry well y they don wan me to smoke.. its for my own good.. thanks this person for listening to me when i nid them by my side.. ( amanda (2D), shiela, yuexin, joycelynn and amanda (1I) ).. really thanks for those advice u gave me... expecially, amanda (2D) and yuexin... well, the most advice who gave me is amanda (2D).. thanks yesterday for telling me what u think of her and letting me say too.. well, since she is ur best friend u have to tell her wat u think but i noe tat u will scare tat u will hurt her after saying tat...

i have give in alot of times... if i contiune to give in and making it all my fault then i telling u rite now, i cannot take it vry long.. one day i will tell her wat i think and u (amanda (2D) thinks.. well... wat u say it quiet true.. just because of wenjia have to go home at 10pm so u oso follow her.. then u got think wat about me?? u just don wan her to say tat u panseh her and u scare tat she will scold.. u think urself la, who is more importane? UR BEST FRIEND OR ME.. did u think about me... she nid go home then go home la.. even hao ming say cannot go out late then don go la.. u just so extra... u nid go home then go home alone, don force ppl to go with u!!

u (wenjia) told mabelle tat i treat u vry bad.. u got think y i treat u bad anot.. it is u who treat me bad.. well u don understand wat kind of ppl i am... as long as u don treat me bad i will not treat u bad.. u keep on saying me, but when i say u, u angry.. wtf!! who the fuck think u are?? u say ppl can but ppl cannot say u.. if u were a guy i would have bash u up okay ?? and when i say u then i go and complain to mabelle, think i don noe just because u say behind my back?? i not stupid oaky?? even though i noe tat i lousy at study and many thing, but i noe when to used my brain... i noe when to stop saying u, and i noe my limit.. u treat me good, i treat u good..

then u called me and ask where i am?? i say at julian house he just reach home.. and u say AI YA, DON NID COME LIAO LA.. i went home to change and come out and went to find julian and take cab down.. i sms u, where is the place u oso don wan to reply how am i suppose to go there ?? i ask u ? u were saying lyk i purposly wan to be late but i don.. i wan to go there as early to company u.. when u were gg for CO, u beat me just because i say kw...

do u noe y i was angry with u?? i was angry because just i saw kw abit and u beat me.. u say u train me not to say about people, or was it tat u care for him or u still have him in ur heart... u said u treat him as ur best friend... but i don think u care for his only as best friend.. i noe u still care for him.. but do u feel tat u care for him too much?

whenever when u make a mistake or u do something at make me angry, u will come hugging me or lean on me shoulder.. well, r u gg to do tat only when i angry.. u do tat just to make me happy?? then i everytime angry okay?? so tat u will be coming hugging me and so on.. i don wish to do tat.. and when i hug u around me, u will start moving away. and u r now sitting more and more away from me.. wat is wrong?? u don feel lyk sitting with me or wat.. tell me if so..

4th month coming in 2 weeks... suppose to give u a surprise, but i don think i gg to do it cos, i don think u will lyk it and i don wan to force u..i will not kiss u or wat from now on unless u allowed or wat.. from the day we stead u only said ILOVEYOU once through sms and never kiss me.. well, since its ur 1st time it okie... inviting u to my sis birthday cos my mum and sis ask me to bring u.. i wanting to invite amanda, julian, hao ming too.. but u said u got tuition on sunday, but ur tuition is at the afternoon.. after tat u change and u can come.. it start at 6plus.. but i wan bring u go walk walk with them b4 tat... well, i don noe if u wan go anot cos u did not even ask ur mum and u say cannot..! haix... nrm la if u don wan, i don wan force u.. i got more to say but i don feel lyk typing.. countine other day if i wan to..

cya.. take care..
mabelle dear 143.. =D

halos...

act nerd..
after my hair cut
disturb my sis..
afet bath my hair
my whole body.. loz...

a life in school which is vry lonely..

my school days getting more and more boring and lonely... can i don go school?? haix... y must this happen ?? jesus can u give me a happy life and gd friend who are trustable?? y do they think lyk this?? i don wan this to happen.. i not flirting with any of ur gals.. but i just making friend.. does it wrong to make friendS?? haix.... i wan to put tatoo on my hand near the shoulder there.. the tatoo i wan put there is the name called MABELLE.. and tatoo on my chest to cover my mark on the chest. but she don let.. haix.. nrm la... kian hao, bertram, u all don nid to ask mabelle to break with me, cos i noe tat she truly love me and i love her vry much too.. we r glued together and nth can break us together.. so, just give up la....

wat r u thinking in ur mind ??

Ur msn nick u say tat
"tsk..this feeling is so NT right.".. i asked u wat u mean by
tsk..this feeling is so NT right.. and who is the person?? it is me? u said NO.. it was not me.. and i ask u to told me the truth, but in the end u told me tat it was me.. do u noe tat u treating me lyk a idoit?? y u think this feeling is not rite ?? u told me tat it is not because of yesterday the girl who just lyk me.. u told me tat cos when i tok to u, u felt EMPTY!! i don noe y u will feel lyk this but i wish u can tell me which is not possible cos it just a feeling lyk u say.. i argree on this.. but y did u lie to me saying tat it was not me..??!! i ask y u lie and u say u never lie, wat the hell is this?? and just because u in the end u told me the truth mean tat u never lied?? so wat, if u told me the truth in the end??

even u told me the truth, i will still feel tat u will lie to me other thing.. i don noe if u got lie anything.. but when u tok to me and kw, u're bluffing either one of us.. i don noe if u lied or u did not, cos if i say u did, u will still denied! Is not tat i wan to noe every single thing u do.. i noe u don lyk it and neither do i.. i noe the feeling of it.. i just wan u to let me noe thing i should noe, and most of the thingi wish i would noe, so tat i would understand wat u r thinking and i would noe wat u do.. ever since u noe me, u seems to be more bad then last time.. i really wan to noe wat u thinking. i don wan u to bluff me cos u don wan me to noe the truth or u don wan me to denied or watever reason u have.. it is not tat i don let u scold bad word lyk FUCK or wat, it just tat i feel tat, u r a gal and u have to be polite and not be rough and bad gal which lyk ah lian even though u don look lyk..

i noe tat even i oso speak bad words and i have been speaking since primary school.. i noe tat sometime u don wan it to happen but it just came out frm ur mouth but i wish u can control.. u can say but don say until too loud or too rough.. i don wan to worry about this and tat 4 u.. i wish tat i can be 24 hours with u and be in ur heart protecting u and many more.. but i cannot do tat cos we r not married.. i can only do tat after we married.. i don wan to worry every single thing just to make sure u r safe and happy.. i don mind just tat i don have all the time to worry about u.. u wan to noe wat the guy say but it not he say but pei wei told me.. i don think he is joking about it.. he look serious...

i don noe if u believe anot but i hope u do.. if u don believe then u can ask pei wei.. i totally disspointed in u about today.. y u cannot tell me when u was with me?? cos u paiseh?? i already ur bf, u don nid to paiseh...i really darm happy going to meet u at there.. i finally have time to tok to u and see u.. now i don noe if next time u tell me a thing should i believe u or think u r bluffing me.. about the tuition at school on monday, i noe tat u don believe me.. but no choice... i telling u the truth but u don believe.. NRM!! i would rather spent time going out with u together with wj they all then having tuition.. i really put u 1st in everything..

i really don noe wat i should do! but i darm disspointed and upset in u.. haix.... how am i suppose to tok to u ?? am i suppose to sweet talk to u so tat u will have feeling in ur hearts?? if i don sweet talk then u will have no feeling toking to me?? i really really don noe what u thinking in ur mind.. i don wish to be treated lyk a fool... i tell u everything and tell u the truth and i never hide thing frm u.. but if u did anot i don noe. i felt lyk crying cos i treat u so gd even though i did make u every sad but i don wish tat to happen.. i was wondering if u really wan me to follow u out or wat..