Ur msn nick u say tat
"tsk..this feeling is so NT right.".. i asked u wat u mean by
tsk..this feeling is so NT right.. and who is the person?? it is me? u said NO.. it was not me.. and i ask u to told me the truth, but in the end u told me tat it was me.. do u noe tat u treating me lyk a idoit?? y u think this feeling is not rite ?? u told me tat it is not because of yesterday the girl who just lyk me.. u told me tat cos when i tok to u, u felt EMPTY!! i don noe y u will feel lyk this but i wish u can tell me which is not possible cos it just a feeling lyk u say.. i argree on this.. but y did u lie to me saying tat it was not me..??!! i ask y u lie and u say u never lie, wat the hell is this?? and just because u in the end u told me the truth mean tat u never lied?? so wat, if u told me the truth in the end??
even u told me the truth, i will still feel tat u will lie to me other thing.. i don noe if u got lie anything.. but when u tok to me and kw, u're bluffing either one of us.. i don noe if u lied or u did not, cos if i say u did, u will still denied! Is not tat i wan to noe every single thing u do.. i noe u don lyk it and neither do i.. i noe the feeling of it.. i just wan u to let me noe thing i should noe, and most of the thingi wish i would noe, so tat i would understand wat u r thinking and i would noe wat u do.. ever since u noe me, u seems to be more bad then last time.. i really wan to noe wat u thinking. i don wan u to bluff me cos u don wan me to noe the truth or u don wan me to denied or watever reason u have.. it is not tat i don let u scold bad word lyk FUCK or wat, it just tat i feel tat, u r a gal and u have to be polite and not be rough and bad gal which lyk ah lian even though u don look lyk..
i noe tat even i oso speak bad words and i have been speaking since primary school.. i noe tat sometime u don wan it to happen but it just came out frm ur mouth but i wish u can control.. u can say but don say until too loud or too rough.. i don wan to worry about this and tat 4 u.. i wish tat i can be 24 hours with u and be in ur heart protecting u and many more.. but i cannot do tat cos we r not married.. i can only do tat after we married.. i don wan to worry every single thing just to make sure u r safe and happy.. i don mind just tat i don have all the time to worry about u.. u wan to noe wat the guy say but it not he say but pei wei told me.. i don think he is joking about it.. he look serious...
i don noe if u believe anot but i hope u do.. if u don believe then u can ask pei wei.. i totally disspointed in u about today.. y u cannot tell me when u was with me?? cos u paiseh?? i already ur bf, u don nid to paiseh...i really darm happy going to meet u at there.. i finally have time to tok to u and see u.. now i don noe if next time u tell me a thing should i believe u or think u r bluffing me.. about the tuition at school on monday, i noe tat u don believe me.. but no choice... i telling u the truth but u don believe.. NRM!! i would rather spent time going out with u together with wj they all then having tuition.. i really put u 1st in everything..
i really don noe wat i should do! but i darm disspointed and upset in u.. haix.... how am i suppose to tok to u ?? am i suppose to sweet talk to u so tat u will have feeling in ur hearts?? if i don sweet talk then u will have no feeling toking to me?? i really really don noe what u thinking in ur mind.. i don wish to be treated lyk a fool... i tell u everything and tell u the truth and i never hide thing frm u.. but if u did anot i don noe. i felt lyk crying cos i treat u so gd even though i did make u every sad but i don wish tat to happen.. i was wondering if u really wan me to follow u out or wat..
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