well... went to find dear dear after school... was walking with azli and i saw dear dear and friends.. so i ask azli to go 1st.. ahaha.. azli is a nice and vry gd friend to be with.. well, ppl attutide sometime will be bad tat is wat human are.... we went to canteen and saw julian.. march ask me if i give julian rokok ?? i say NO.. cos i have not smoke since the last time my mum ask me to stop and my dear dear mabelle and oso my dearest shiela mei mei.. i love this both poeple alot tat y i listen to them..
well i understand vry well y they don wan me to smoke.. its for my own good.. thanks this person for listening to me when i nid them by my side.. ( amanda (2D), shiela, yuexin, joycelynn and amanda (1I) ).. really thanks for those advice u gave me... expecially, amanda (2D) and yuexin... well, the most advice who gave me is amanda (2D).. thanks yesterday for telling me what u think of her and letting me say too.. well, since she is ur best friend u have to tell her wat u think but i noe tat u will scare tat u will hurt her after saying tat...
i have give in alot of times... if i contiune to give in and making it all my fault then i telling u rite now, i cannot take it vry long.. one day i will tell her wat i think and u (amanda (2D) thinks.. well... wat u say it quiet true.. just because of wenjia have to go home at 10pm so u oso follow her.. then u got think wat about me?? u just don wan her to say tat u panseh her and u scare tat she will scold.. u think urself la, who is more importane? UR BEST FRIEND OR ME.. did u think about me... she nid go home then go home la.. even hao ming say cannot go out late then don go la.. u just so extra... u nid go home then go home alone, don force ppl to go with u!!
u (wenjia) told mabelle tat i treat u vry bad.. u got think y i treat u bad anot.. it is u who treat me bad.. well u don understand wat kind of ppl i am... as long as u don treat me bad i will not treat u bad.. u keep on saying me, but when i say u, u angry.. wtf!! who the fuck think u are?? u say ppl can but ppl cannot say u.. if u were a guy i would have bash u up okay ?? and when i say u then i go and complain to mabelle, think i don noe just because u say behind my back?? i not stupid oaky?? even though i noe tat i lousy at study and many thing, but i noe when to used my brain... i noe when to stop saying u, and i noe my limit.. u treat me good, i treat u good..
then u called me and ask where i am?? i say at julian house he just reach home.. and u say AI YA, DON NID COME LIAO LA.. i went home to change and come out and went to find julian and take cab down.. i sms u, where is the place u oso don wan to reply how am i suppose to go there ?? i ask u ? u were saying lyk i purposly wan to be late but i don.. i wan to go there as early to company u.. when u were gg for CO, u beat me just because i say kw...
do u noe y i was angry with u?? i was angry because just i saw kw abit and u beat me.. u say u train me not to say about people, or was it tat u care for him or u still have him in ur heart... u said u treat him as ur best friend... but i don think u care for his only as best friend.. i noe u still care for him.. but do u feel tat u care for him too much?
whenever when u make a mistake or u do something at make me angry, u will come hugging me or lean on me shoulder.. well, r u gg to do tat only when i angry.. u do tat just to make me happy?? then i everytime angry okay?? so tat u will be coming hugging me and so on.. i don wish to do tat.. and when i hug u around me, u will start moving away. and u r now sitting more and more away from me.. wat is wrong?? u don feel lyk sitting with me or wat.. tell me if so..
4th month coming in 2 weeks... suppose to give u a surprise, but i don think i gg to do it cos, i don think u will lyk it and i don wan to force u..i will not kiss u or wat from now on unless u allowed or wat.. from the day we stead u only said ILOVEYOU once through sms and never kiss me.. well, since its ur 1st time it okie... inviting u to my sis birthday cos my mum and sis ask me to bring u.. i wanting to invite amanda, julian, hao ming too.. but u said u got tuition on sunday, but ur tuition is at the afternoon.. after tat u change and u can come.. it start at 6plus.. but i wan bring u go walk walk with them b4 tat... well, i don noe if u wan go anot cos u did not even ask ur mum and u say cannot..! haix... nrm la if u don wan, i don wan force u.. i got more to say but i don feel lyk typing.. countine other day if i wan to..
cya.. take care..
mabelle dear 143.. =D
My Current Mood
