again a day where i have no where to go...

haix.. it has been days which i had no where to go but to go to lan... Thanks kian hao company me go lan. start playing cs. haha! it was quite fun, but something play until headache.. wan to go out but no where to go..

long time no see her.. missing her so much!

I HATE studying... i study oso fail, never study oso fail.. wat the point of studying!!! i really really hate studying!! can i don study?? haix.. study so boring. must use brain to think and remember this and tat.. it suxs..

today had a fun time at school playing uno with nigel all.. tat nigel keep on play cheat, but we did not believe him. then my freind ask me "never go out with gf meh??" then i reply nope.. then y sia and i told her tat she went out with her ex! so she asked me. "i not angry meh?" then i say nth.. haix. don noe wat to say to her.

Haha.. today shiela my mei mei and i tok on msg and tok me some bad news. i felt sad for her and angry for her ex!! Darm fck.. lol.. haha! but i still love her vry much cos she is my mei mei and she is vry kind and so on.. love her 4ever.. she will always be my meimei no matter wat happen!

To: mabelle laopo

it is not i don wan to tell u. but it just tat i don wan to hurt ur feelings and even if i say i may not say the true. i noe tat u really wan to noe but i really don noe how to say it to u.. i'm sry.
i love you vry vry much.. i do everything single thing u lyk and don lyk. hope tat when u go out with him u will have lot of fun. if i did not give u enough happiness lyk kangwei do to u, i'm sry. i noe tat, i not as handsome as him, smarter then him, a person who can give happiness, a person who not violent, and i noe tat i cannot compare with him. He is better then me millions time. but i really hope tat being with me u will feel happy. when we tok on phone i hear tat when he is around, u have alot of fun and tat is great. I really happy tat he can make u happy. i' sry if i did not do lyk him... i really cannot speak to tell u wat u asked me.

i felt so usless tat even she ask me the question i cannot even answere!! And she have to ask me so many time!! I HATE MYSELF VRY MUCH..... I"M SO USELESS!!!